ScreeWolf

It sucks not being in a "ship" While the other guys did their stuff, I sat alone. Just sitting there, doing Jinxxy things. I would play video games, play my violin in the other room, go for walks, alone. The birds were good company though. One day, all the same seemed to be happening. Andy and Ashley cuddling, Andy asleep in Ashley's arms. Jake and CC, kissing passionately on the other side of the couch. Me. On the floor, playing with some old soldier toy. I don't know what came over me, but a wave of misery that seemed ten miles wide washed over me. I started to cry. Softly. I hung my head and covered my neck with my hands.